June 16, 2009

I'm just feeling overwhelmed at what's coming. Which makes me feel
depressed that I'm already overwhelmed and the baby is not even here
yet. And my body hurts in lots of places. And we don't have a busy
day which overwhelms me thinking about how to keep Ben happy and
entertained all day when I have so little energy. And I'm nervous
about tomorrow. And excited. And still fighting this deep cough that
came back out of no where. And I can't believe Greg and Ben have pink
eye. And I was hoping that I would go into labor. And I'm nervous
about going into labor. And I am just crazy hormonal emotional right
now.

So that's how I am feeling. And why there is so much crying.

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